They go quiet, and you reach. They get slower to answer, and you get quicker to write. You send the message that restarts things, plan the weekend that will bring you close again, raise the conversation they keep putting off. You are tired of being the one who does this. I keep reaching for them and they keep backing away.
The reaching looks like one thing. It may be doing three different jobs.
This is one shape of a wider pattern. The fuller picture is here: why do I need everyone to like me.
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What it looks like
The distance comes first, and it does not have to be large. A shorter reply. An evening where they seem elsewhere.
Then you close it. You text again. You ask what is wrong. You become warmer, more available, easier. If that doesn't work, you push for the conversation, and sometimes it turns into a fight, which at least is contact.
It can go on for years with the same person. I asked to patch things up so many times that I finally quit asking.
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What it protects
Across the rules below, it may keep a gap from standing open.
What an open gap would mean is the part the behavior can't tell you.
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The rules it can serve, and what is under each
"I need to be chosen."
Their stepping back may read as being un-picked, and reaching is how you try to be picked again. Under it, the fear may be that if you are not selected, you were not enough to select.
Read about Chosen →"If they didn't need me, why would I be here?"
Keeping the connection going may be your role in it. Under it, the fear may be that without your usefulness there is no reason for you. If you stopped doing the reaching, there might be nothing left that was yours to do.
Read about Needed →"If everyone is okay, then I'm okay."
Their silence may sound like displeasure, and reaching is how you check. Under it, the fear may be that someone's disappointment means you did something wrong.
Read about Peace →Other rules can produce this too, and this page does not list them all.
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What it buys and what it costs
It buys contact. Things do get repaired because someone was willing to go first, and that someone is often you.
For you, the cost may be the tiredness, and never finding out whether they would have come toward you.
Between the two of you, it can set up a pattern. One person reaches and the other steps back for room, and each move can prompt the next. Neither of you may have chosen it.
One more thing belongs here. If someone has asked you to stop contacting them, that is an answer. Nothing on this page is a way around it. Continuing to contact them is past what this page covers, and licensed mental-health care is the right door. And if you are the one who asked for contact to stop and it has kept coming, this page is not the place for that either.The National Domestic Violence Hotline is 1-800-799-7233. If tonight is an emergency, call or text 988 (US). This library is not that door.
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How to tell which rule is under it
There are three questions here, one for each pair.
Chosen or Needed: would you rather be loved and unnecessary, or necessary and taken for granted? Loved is the Chosen answer. Necessary is the Needed answer.
Chosen or Peace: would you rather have no conflict and be nobody's favorite, or be someone's favorite and have friction? Taking no conflict is the Peace answer. Taking the favorite, friction and all, is the Chosen answer.
Needed or Peace: is it worse when they're upset with you, or when they don't need you? Upset is the Peace answer. Not needed is the Needed answer.
If no question separates anything, there is not enough to tell yet. That is a result.
One thing is not this strategy. Reaching out to someone you love after an argument is ordinary, and so is being the more talkative one. What to look at is cost, and whether the reaching is costing you rest, or costing the two of you room.
A no is as useful as a yes here. Subtraction is the practice of removing the explanations that don't survive, and looking at what does.
What this looks like across a whole circle of friends is on When You're Always the One Reaching Out.