It is Saturday morning. They ask if you want to stay in bed a while, and you say yes, after you finish one thing. The one thing takes until noon. That evening you sit beside them on the couch with the laptop open. You love this person, and you are not sure when you last did nothing with them. We've had our heads down working for so long that we forgot how to enjoy each other.
In relationships the Output rule often looks like being busy beside the person you love, with time together waiting until the work is finished. A busy season can do this to anyone, and this page may be describing a season and nothing more.
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What you do in a relationship
Saturday may not be a one-time thing.
You show love by getting things done. The repair, the reservation, the bills, the plan for the summer. Ask what you did for them this week and you have a list. Ask when you last sat with them for an hour and you may have to think.
Time together tends to come after the work, and the work tends not to end. When they say come sit down, it can sound like an interruption. Trips get an itinerary.
For a long stretch, work came first. Before home, before the person I'm with.
From outside this can look like drive, or like providing. It may be both, and what the doing is for is still an open question.
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What it costs
Your partner may come to feel that they are one more item, somewhere after the urgent ones. They may stop asking for the Saturday morning.
It may cost you as well, in a way that is easy to miss. You can give a great deal and feel that none of it is noticed. I've worked myself into the ground for us. All I'm after is a little appreciation, and I can't figure out why I get the opposite. What you are offering may be effort. What they are asking for may be you, not doing anything.
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The rule this may be
The list may be standing in for something else.
What it says will happen
If I stop producing, I'll find out I was never worth anything on my own. "If I'm not producing, I don't know who I am."
That is the Output rule. Under it, an hour on the couch with nothing made can feel like an hour you have to justify, even with someone who wants only that hour.
The fear under it is that without achievement you don't matter. In a relationship that fear can turn love into something you supply, because supplying is the part you know how to count.
What would answer the fear is worth that doesn't require performance. With a partner, that might be an evening where you made nothing and fixed nothing, and they were plainly glad you were there.
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What else it could be
The doing may be about them depending on you. Who's it for? If it only matters because someone needs it, that is the Needed answer. If it would have to be done even if nobody needed it, that is the Output answer. How the Needed rule shows up in relationships covers that one.
Read about Needed →The busyness may be about keeping things from going wrong. Is the problem that you're not producing, or that you're not covered? Not producing is the Output answer. Not covered is the Ahead answer.
Read about Ahead →Staying busy can keep a partner from seeing how you are. Which is harder: having nothing to show, or being seen struggling to get it done? Nothing to show is the Output answer. Being seen struggling is the Strong answer.
Read about Strong →The effort may be aimed at one person's opinion, your partner's or someone else's. If nobody ever found out you'd done it, would you still have done it? Yes, and you still couldn't stop, is the Output answer. If the point drains out of it, that is the Approval answer.
Read about Approval →A full calendar often has an ordinary cause. A new job, a new baby, or a hard year with money can fill every hour for a while. Effort alone is not this rule. What tells you more is what happens when the producing stops, such as the first free weekend after the season ends.
None of these may be yours. Subtraction is the method behind the questions. Each one is there to take a possibility away, and what remains has to explain more than one Saturday.
Why time off can come with guilt is on Why Do I Feel Guilty When I Rest?